Intro: Am Em D G D (2x) 

Am               Em                    D 
 Cause I had the best of the worst sides 
D                G D 
And I had these lungs 
Am              Em            D 
 And I had too many flash fires 
D                     G D 
That I just let them burn 

                     C 
Till my chest is on fire 
                       C 
And my head just won't die 
                            Em 
I guess I'm lying cause I wanna 
                            D 
I guess I'm lying cause I don't 
                       C 
Cause I just feel so tired 
                         C 
Like it's move or slowly die 
                              Em 
You ain't you when you're like this 
                          D 
This ain't you and you know it 


     Bm                    C 
But ain't that just the point? 
C 
You don't know, how to let go 
Em                               D 
Who said this must be all or nothing? 
    Am                 C 
But I'm still caught below 
                        Em 
And I'll never let you know 
                      D 
No I can't tell you nothing 

                     Am       C 
Cause I'm a fucking mess sometimes 
      Em                D 
But still I could always be 
               Am 
Whatever you wanted 
                    C 
But not what you needed 
                     Em         D 
Especially when you been needing me 
                     Am        C 
Cause I'm a fucking mess sometimes 
          Em              D 
And I'll say what I dont mean 
               Am 
Just cause I wanted 
              C 
Or maybe I need it 
                   Em          D 
Swear lying's the only rush I need 


Em 
Cause all I needed was some words to say 
Em                                         C 
That all these feelings don't mean shit to me 
C                                   C 
Cause it's all just chemicals anyway 
Bm 
Anyway 
Am 
And I got way too many routes to take 
Em 
To make this all just go away 
Em 
And find another heart to break 
D 
So heartless with the words I say 
D 
Just saying what I'm supposed to say 
G 
Cause I had nothing for you 
G       D 
I can't love when I can't even love myself 
Am 
Things I would rather be 
Em 
Thoughts at the back of my head, 
                     D 
But I'm addicted to hurting 
                  G   D 
And I got these lungs 
Am                 Em           D 
And I spent too many late nights 
           G 
Thinking a hole in the earth 

         D          C 
Till the sky is on fire 
                       C 
And my head still won't die 
                            Em 
I guess I'm lying cause I wanna 
                            D 
I guess I'm lying cause I don't 
                       C 
Cause I just feel so tired 
                                C 
Like I need something to come alive 
                                   Em 
She said you ain't you when you're like this 
                          D 
This ain't you what you done? 
      Am*  Bm*          C 
And I said that's the point 


C                         Em 
You don't know, how to let go 
                                D 
Who said this must be all or nothing? 
    Am                 C 
But I'm still caught below 
                        Em 
And I'll never let you know 
                      D 
No I can't tell you nothing 

                     Am       C 
Cause I'm a fucking mess sometimes 
      Em                D 
But still I could always be 
               Am 
Whatever you wanted 
                    C 
But not what you needed 
                     Em         D 
Especially when you been needing me 
                     Am        C 
Cause I'm a fucking mess inside 
          Em              D 
And I'll say what I dont mean 
               Am 
Just cause I wanted 
              C 
Or maybe I need it 
                   Em          D 
Swear lying's the only rush I need 


Am C Em D